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some people were wondering about the community ban things. well here's the link describing me and what i did - well, in HER opinion.

im a big stoopid moron who smells and i like to smell my own butt

i added another comment since the first got deleted :( the funny part is i only got banned because i offended the owner of the community. there isn't a whole lot to the story. i said i'd give her a ride to some show in SF in october....and then i learned about her as a person. 16 years old, engaged, kinda freaking me out with like constant need for attention. it was when she asked if i wanted to attend a party for her birthday and i declined on the grounds of my age versus hers and presumably her friends. honestly i don't know what else caused it besides that, i was unresponsive and suddenly i discriminate. damn. i'm not trying to start a flame war here, please nobody indiscriminately take my side in this as others have decided to just form an opinion in that community. i'm pretty broken up that i won't get to hang out with the alt lifers in sacto =*((((((((( yeah.

i have a question. is it me or is there a massive increase in the number of teenagers between 14 and 18 who are bisexual and/or have psychological disorders in the last 5 years? or do they all just happen to have livejournals? is it the new form of acting out? is it the way to fit in and be cool? i dunno, i don't remember my high school filled with xanex takers and orgies.

on another side note, i didn't get the job. i just...don't know what i'm doing wrong. i'm doing good interviews, i'm fully qualified for the jobs, but i can't actually get them. why? is there some secret to it i'm not aware of? for the people that have met me, is there some trait or quality of mine that annoys or bugs people? do i smell? I WANT TO KNOW WHAT I HAVE TO FIX.

i don't think i have any other news or interesting tidbits. i have to be here for another 2+ hours and my fall classes start next week. i'm taking Classical Humanities and Astronomy (that one on Saturday mornings). yay.
3 pity screws or Do me
edenbeast From: edenbeast Date: August 15th, 2003 03:01 pm (UTC) (Link)


I just had to throw my two cents in there. I just couldn't pass it up, I mean that was just deserving. Although I'm sure it'll get deleted as well....
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suffocated From: suffocated Date: August 15th, 2003 04:17 pm (UTC) (Link)
i didn't know it was run by angsty teenagers :( i thought it was just people with unpopular interests, i guess not :\
xabigailx From: xabigailx Date: August 15th, 2003 06:07 pm (UTC) (Link)
That was bizzare! She banned you because you didn't want to attend her birthday party at the local roller rink? Wtf?
And you're right. I've noticed that lately it seems like most girls between the ages of 15 and 19 are all "bi-sexual" and have "disorders". It's trendy. I think they believe that being (or claiming to be) bi-sexual will get them more attention. And the "mental disorder" thing? A convenient excuse to act like a spoiled rotten brat. But that's just my opinion...
3 pity screws or Do me