my moods change so fast these days.

last night i started thinking. bad thoughts. define depression: when you see no point in getting up the next day because it will just be the same. no change. nothing worth getting up for. thats what i was thinking last night. but i got up. and i'm ready to do something. so, bouts of depression i guess. nothing long term. good enough.

"Fiddler on the Green" is on the metal radio station. Funny how that happens.

no offense to anyone who i haven't been talkative with lately. just...not in a talky mood. please understand.