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My arm is sunburnt. Just the left arm, though. Thats the one that was hanging out the window on the drive home.

Liquid Tension Experiment is everything I thought it could be. You, yes YOU, go listen to these amazing people.

So, apparently, I believed in fate all along. Its just that I was alternately referring to it as "mom" and "dad".

I briefly considered doing a Weekend in Numbers, but that wouldn't have been any fun. The thing that repeated itself the most this weekend: lectures on my future. I'm not even totally sure what happened, but apparenly I now have goals. And a deadline. I tried to tell mom that it was her goal, etc. but that didn't seem to work. So I have 3 years now to get a degree in something. Journalism is leading the pack. Whats funny is that journalism was my passion in high school, and somewhere along the line I got disillusioned with newspapers in general, whether it was crappy campus ones or widely distributed ones like the Bee. I never pursued it. Well, here's to making a fresh start.

I told my mom this weekend that I don't believe in God (on Easter no less - how is that for good timing?), and she basically responded by saying its a phase I'm going through. Um, yeah, ok mom. See, this is why I don't like to tell them much about my personal life, because its either wrong or impossible to explain to them. So I choose to be silent about it instead. And she wonders why I never disclose anything. When I said "its either wrong...." I meant, its wrong in their eyes. Just wanted to clarify.

So Adam is bringing his new honey home for a few days this week. It will be nice to meet her. Only six more weeks until its my turn. Yikes, is it that soon? :)

I just hate it when I feel like I wanted to say all profound things and I sound like a boring lazy ass.

2 pity screws or Do me
From: angelslayer Date: April 2nd, 2002 10:16 am (UTC) (Link)
First off, I tried getting into LTE when they came out, I even still have the first CD, but i just can't get into them.

Second, total empathy with the parents and religion thing. I know I opened a whole can of worms a couple months ago when I responded "So?" to my mother's telling me that Lent was coming up soon. I know ever since my turning from religion a few years ago this has been a soft spot with my whole family, not just the folks but my older brothers as well.

As for the "phase" thing, it makes us wonder when we will be viewed as independently thinking adults rather than rebellious teens who hit our phase later in life

suffocated From: suffocated Date: April 3rd, 2002 11:16 am (UTC) (Link)
I am almost positive my parents are looking at me as a person who, once again, is a "late bloomer", only this time its with my rebelling stage. Let them think what they want.

If not LTE, Dream Theater?
2 pity screws or Do me