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sigh edit: i threw that up as i was leaving for work this morning,… - Speak Friend and Enter
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edit: i threw that up as i was leaving for work this morning, because it sufficiently encompassed all that i have been feeling this week. i am stressed, over many things. i managed not to bounce a check yesterday, but god am i pathetic. i cashed my lottery ticket worth $10 from 2 months ago, took all $16 in cash i had and deposited in the bank - that, combined with my overdraft protection, leaves me with $0.20 to my name after the check cleared. two dimes, is all i have. THAT is how close it was. i don't get paid for a week, so thank god i already went grocery shopping. what is wrong with me? i get a raise but i actually have less money than usual. gg me. and i still owe my parents $400 :(

so that's one cause of stress, my continued lack of money and no immediate remedy in sight. another is work. there's just too much to do right now, and i'm going on my 3rd week alone. i was already in a bad mood yesterday from the money stuff and being so rushed at work just multiplied it. luckily there are people at work who can make me smile. but i am thinking i'll be working saturday. good thing i have no money and thus can't go anywhere. of course, since the pay period ends tomorrow it won't count until the next check :\

i have my meeting with the lady from Admissions tomorrow night. i hope she doesn't look at my transcripts in all their glory and go "....wtf?" or maybe if she does i can try to explain. i'm actually looking at the Multimedia Arts degree (or something like that) instead of English. i know i know, i already decided. but the jobs for the former outnumber English jobs by like 200 to 1. besides, i think it could help me with my filmmaking aspirations, particularly on the animation front. we'll see how much longer it would take, though. plus i still don't know how i'll be paying for it.

and so it goes.
2 pity screws or Do me
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lairans From: lairans Date: July 14th, 2004 11:22 am (UTC) (Link)
the fuck?
edenbeast From: edenbeast Date: July 14th, 2004 02:42 pm (UTC) (Link)
At least you have your health?
2 pity screws or Do me