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Ok, I think I finally figured out what really brings me down most of the time.

Nobody ever tries to contact me.

Honestly. Nobody aside from my mom, my grandma, and a friend of ours who needs more friends, ever calls me. Unless I call first. That is the problem. Nobody ever writes me. Unless I write first, and they're just replying - and the reply is not always a given. In fact, it probably occurs less than half the time. A cell phone for me would not get much use, because nobody would ever call me. I would only use it to call out, and not very often.

Obviously it is silly to say that this is always the case. It is not. But it happens far too often. And it's kinda depressing.

The worst part is, I don't know that there is anything I can do about it. Maybe my friends just suck.
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From: lotmafia Date: May 16th, 2001 08:39 am (UTC) (Link)
dont worry about people liking you and what not. maybe they honestly find you annoying or really "bitch" they just dont have the heart to tell ya. you need to find honest people. honest people will call you AND call you out when needed. worry about yourself. there are some times in life when we need others comfort... but for the most part we are all on our own and we need to arrange our ideals to become who we are meant to be.
1 pity screw or Do me