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so i've basically decided that i'll just be single for my whole life.… - Speak Friend and Enter
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so i've basically decided that i'll just be single for my whole life. its not so bad, i guess. since i've never gotten past it i won't know what i'm missing. i'm sure that it will be loads of fun to attend 500 weddings in the next few years as people i grew up with find someone who loves them so much they want to spend their life with them.

its ok, i'm sure it isn't that great. i'll just concentrate on my writing and become a successful hermit. i mean, who needs affection and human contact anyway? not me, no sir. besides, i'm far too eccentric and freakish in most everything to really be compatible with anyone. its probably for the best that i don't drag anyone down with me into whatever depths i call home.

i say this without pretense - i have moved beyond the "pity me, the poor fool" nonsense. i'm just coming to terms with where my life is headed. at least i found my role in the world. if i end up making a mark, so be it.

good luck to everyone who is in love.

Currently Blasting: Pantera - Heresy

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trick From: trick Date: January 7th, 2003 01:41 pm (UTC) (Link)

well...

i felt that way too...

for a long, long time.

actually, i was a step worse. i had resigned myself to being single but in love with my best friend (with whom a relationship with was completely out of the question).

and soon i found myself in love with a beautiful woman who became my best friend...and so much more...
From: ex_consequen376 Date: January 7th, 2003 05:02 pm (UTC) (Link)
Go to one of your best female friends, and say "If we're single when we're 40, let's get married."

It worked for me. Jen jokingly said that back in July, and we've been together since the summer.
vanessajr From: vanessajr Date: January 8th, 2003 09:49 am (UTC) (Link)
weddings are bullsh*t. when you get to my age, everyone's playing the who-can-rack-up-the-most-divorces game. (btw Sharon is winning that one; marriage 3 going down the crapper at 32....)

some people just hang on in their lame-duck relationships out of fear or misguided loyalty. don't buy into all that crap, sweetie.

xxxxxxx
3 pity screws or Do me