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The astonishing absence of physical intimacy with a girl in my entire life history is suddenly and unequivocally causing me great distress.
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From: ex_consequen376 Date: July 9th, 2002 12:25 pm (UTC) (Link)
That made me wonder if it was worth having gotten any intimacy at all, only to have gone through what women have put me through. Although I say to myself that I feel warm when I think about it, and learned from the stupid relationships, I still can't say to myself that it was worth it and truly feel that it was.
abstracted From: abstracted Date: July 9th, 2002 12:47 pm (UTC) (Link)
this was from my journal--a while back--

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I dare say I've lost enough time with all the wrong innappropriate ones. It wasn't what they or I needed and all those times we pushed so hard were nothing. nothing nothing nothing. you know why? because I've forgotten it. you know why? it was forgettable. I never thought I'd say it, but your touch was forgettable.

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nessy From: nessy Date: July 9th, 2002 03:15 pm (UTC) (Link)
....not half as much grief as my entanglements with guys over the years have caused (and indeed STILL cause me). Oh to be single again......
3 pity screws or Do me